Don’t it always seem to go
We press and we obsess about the things that we can’t know
Finding answers nested eventually
Never end up phrased the way we hoped that they would be

In thirty days, mankind will be erased
You can try to render sensical but it leaves a funny taste
Because everything’s been leading up to this point
Watch everything get thrown into the void and destroyed

At a thousand miles an hour
the days that you spent shopping, sleeping, and smoking pot
Seem impossible now
At least you figured it out

So as I stated earlier, I know
How it’s all going to happen
But no concept of where I’ll go after
Calming, but help me along
What can I say to the regions beyond?
‘It’s really been a long while. Was hoping we could catch up at some point soon.
Will await your reply. P.S. Send a little sunlight won’t you?”
Shit!

Up the steps into the church on down my street
Everybody’s strolling easy
These people don’t mind, no, they’re not worried about nothing
Got a grip on their existentiality
And ooh, ooh, I bet if they knew
Their time was running out so quickly
They’d remain stoic, some would probably be happy
They’d make believers out of anyone
Might make a believer out of me

Have I got this wrong?
Been mistaken about it all along
Have I got this all wrong?
Is this the ticket to keeping on the keeping on?
Did I have it wrong now, baby, or am I stuck repeating a line?
Salvation. Paradise. But are they mine?

I’m open to the experience of dying
Other topics are rattling in my mind
If Hell’s not real, then why am I afraid of going?
If God’s not real, then why do I still apologize to it?

At the core, a young man got exactly what he asked for
A young man feels remorse because what he then found out
Is the core of the earth will soon abruptly cease its spinning
There’s terror in unknowing
There’s more in what’s in store

This will be five dark weeks of questioning my judgment
Rewinding reminders from the heart
The pitch black holes of hindsight, do I trust them?
Been hearing false reminders from the start

Stop making sense there’s none in there to find